| checkmate i've won. It's been a while: in Toronto, we finally decided the end of our null-relationship. Nothing was ever there - you only told me you loved me because I forced it on you; it was something I wanted to hear; You brought me to my knees just asking for you to love me - I was so desperate and delusional BUT/ I was just in love. You told us we needed to take a break - and I couldn't do it.
After the trip, I locked you out of my life; it wasn't healthy for me. That night, you were really sexually aggressive - I'm so glad I said No - At least now I can look myself in the mirror sanely and know I've earned some self respect. After that - it was over.
I was heartbroken; But I knew deep inside; one day you'll fall THAT hard in love with me - and I'll definitely tell you we needed to go on a break, and push you away.
Now, it was the chance. You finally missed me. The happy-go-lucky, always bothering, super bossy, me, who was in love.
But sorry :) I'm not interested anymore I woke up; Beg for me or get out of my sight
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